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sigh...left 6weeks of time
can i make it?
when can she understand the consequences?
when can she be serious about it?
her studies will keep dropping unless her mindset is change
she isn't aware of the happenings around her
or wat would happen around her
taking everything easily will end up harming herself
yet she doesn't realise
jus don understand
how can life jus be having fun?
isn't that totally meaningless if there isn't any obstacle in life?
livinig in a world of herself is a meaninigful thing in life?
ok not herself, got france but it will not go on forever
many frens have had cared for her
like bear and long
but wat happen in the end?
they started getting fed up
being treated as an acquaintance while they treated her as fren
thinking shes 1 of their close fren
but still...can't blame her
becoz of her mindset shes like that
she isn't aware of this type of things
of coz i also get fed up
but i hav to control it coz it takes time..
but its really a tough that my brain and my heart hav to fight for a long time

today i jus tot of something that it might be true tho chances are not high
if is becoz of her mindset causing her to run away from problems
by not thinking about it
stress jus disappears out of the sudden
well actually it goes to some1 else and u never know who izzit
nth can jus disappear like that
if she has the habit of making her brain not to think of it
then it might make her more stupid -_-!
coz when ignore things around, brain jus stop thinking means stop working
this could link to studies that the memory will drop
coz of not alert of wat teacher is talking about or processing wat teachers have jus taught
this might explain y simple things she can forget so easily
doesn't make sense unless she doesn't wan to rmb it
plus even if she forget it she will stay as cheerful as always
unaware of the snowball piling up as it roll down
once exam comes shes dead~
man the logner it drag the worse it gets
6weeks...don know if i did the right thing by giving this much time