| its so tiring....this is the longest time my heart is having a war wif my brain i hav to becareful not to let my heart proceed the plan instead of my brain but still...its so tiring and stressful the sufferings im having now is making me losing appetite the endurance seeing all the things i predicted coming true i can't jus take it when my frens are also involved... is getting more hurtful and more hurtful for me each day passes. i wanted to write a querral script de jus in case my heart take over me i can say things that is alr been tot b4 in my mind but after playing...i forgot all the lines liao... sucks... oh well i'll jus hav to find one chance go bus stop and think again XD |