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 | wat shld i do.... continue waiting or..another plan? whenever i see her ran away from problems.. it hurts me... making me worried ytd read a sentence... many young people mistaken as the most impt thing in lifei s to have fun that causes serious trouble... im so glad that im not wrong... i can't bear to see her getting into trouble... why..why can't she understand the problems? how long will this take? my stress from e1 and ppl saying me traitor and teachers spoiling my reputation etc etc is ok... i still can handle it but im going burst if i add the stress in changing her mindset life is not about jus having fun if it is...wats the point of living? no responsiblities ignoring obstacles in life.... THEN LIVE FOR WAT? its MEANINGLESS! wat will happen? if she becomes an adult? wif the stubborness in her in not changing damm...how can i make her understand i was thinking...if is to sacrifice this friendship to change her mindset i don mind even if im dying.... my last wish b4 my death is that she will change wat jus causes her to change in the first place? and i fcking blow it up... tham hin u fcker... once again..my confident is dropping each day passes i know shes also bz wif her hw but i don know how long can i cling to the info that im impt to her how serious is her when she said that? heres another qns..HOW SERIOUS? even im impt to her if is not impt to the extent that shes willing to really try to understand y i act like this then this plan is..DEAD! ZZZZZZZZZ fcking emo fcking brain fcking helpless solution fcking hw fcking mindset |
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