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haha...last min say not going poc...
coz wan save money...
at first say if is coz of her it destroy the fun, she will feel guilty
haha...when she know coz of her we never go poc that time
she no reaction
ok her case must go against human nature so....i'll think towards another way
she hide her emotion in fact she feels guilty
ok even if is this is true then y would she skip this poc again?
she don mind feeling guilty if she gets to save money?
ok maybe she won't coz she might think that we will still go
if this is true...SHES GOD DAM WRONG LOL
yea...this possibility quite high coz she don understand this
'no need together can go watch wat'
'sacrificing' herself makes her feels good eh
my 1st conclusion now is that she don even know frens are for wat lol
i'll make her understand..when she know that we didn't go coz of her
even our last resort also cannot make it
coz she wan save money, buy dvd watch also cannot le
chee leong's bday is gonna be another boring day like jolene's

if above are not true then i can only think of shes selfish, she heck care us
she heck care everyone except francesca
francesca is her only fren in her world
but i tot this heck care deduction was right
and used this deduction to try making her change
but from the reaction given..i don think its correct
its not lies...its not heck care
is this fcking mindset 'no1 can change me i don wanna change i jus do things myself and make sure i won't drag any1 down so i won't be blamed for anything bad happen'
so she came out wif we go, she stay don stay jus coz she stay

another deduction which is also quite possible
SHE CAN'T DETERMINE WHICH IS MORE IMPT TO BE DONE FIRST!
she won't do impt things first
she jus do things according to her own way
she won't give herself stress
so she won't get controlled resulting it doing
watever she wan according to her MOOD AND FEELINGS!
that would explain quite a lot of things, and this will be the deeper deduction than
my heck care deduction. this result in giving me an idea that shes selfish
shes not...IS ABOUT HER MINDSET!

many bad things that i predicted is starting to become reality...
her results...I REALLY WANNA HELP
BUT SHE WOULDN'T WANNA HELP HERSELF!
I REALLY HOPE I CAN THINK OF A PLAN THAT CAN MAKE HER WORK HARD
SHE SAID OK WHEN I ASK HER CAN GO SAME JC?
each time shes like that...it makes my heart pain..
the things she done coz of her mindset hurts me a lot...
i really wan her to change
and there aren't much time left
if she fail to catch up this year
next year how can she possibly catch up?
at first i even worried that i can't catch up to her then we can't enter the same jc

really...theres isn't much time left..
end of this CA2 my plan hasn't improve a single bit
im going all out even at the cost of 1 of the most impt person existed in my life!