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 | finally...i understand y i keep think that im not impt to her le... coz..she don do the most impt thing first de... her mindset is like she jus do watever she wan won't put a certain thing in priority de... thats something i never expect at all =.= so got confused.. sigh..im really so helpless.. her mindset is not good man.. but she won't realise it and won't think its wrong at all she not doesn't care ppl...is she run away from them i've got it all wrong in the past but...knowing all the problems...i can't do anything! each plan fails i started another and its countless... i can't rmb how many times i tried to change her mindset somemore i jus realised today the more stress she ignored its like those stress are being pushed to my place when i heard she wanna change i was so dam relieved but when she say not anymore... everythign came back to me gosh..when can she understand it? and addition to i haf to change her mindset while im in the new personality she told herself not to think all this anymore...its troublesome so how the fck can i get her to change again? wat type of thinking can trigger her again? its alr like miracle when theres a something how the hella am i gonna get another miracle to happen?! its jus way too difficult... if i would to hav my last wish... i would wish that she could stop running away anymore... will really wish that i don know y it jus hurt me whenever she runs away its like 'why must u be like that' and i can do nothing in that type of situation.. im really a useless guy sometimes either im a capable person or im a totally junk! |
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