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 | i really wonder...do i really understand 70% of her? doesn't look like i went back to her blog and read all her post from the start of her 1st post till now i realised that she hav so many problems that i didn't take note of.. i saw a completely same phrase as wat she said to me...sorrow is blah blah blah.. looks like she had encounter this problem last time.. maybe that makes her fed up.. i really regret for everything i did... i always think that im calm but i suppose im very wrong.... i get fed up easily and let this emotion take over me, affecting my thinking heavily think its time for to change 1 thing of the real me ^^ not to be fed up during talking ok! time to work on that! JIA YOU.. shyt shyt shyt i felt a bit jealousy when i read her post, the way she comfort the guy she love she never comfort me in that way well wat im thinking? of coz she won't dumb.. is this my 1st step of falling in love wif her? no pls...GOD PLS DON DO THIS TO ME ok thats kinda idiotic of me relying on god hmmm think another way ba..i feel jealous maybe coz she treats him better than i in the sense of frens! yea thats better... i've tot of a good idea in showing concern about her in the new personality jus ask question that onyl requires her to ans yes or no kekekeke im so smart LOL~ and shameless XD like that can make sure if she has problems that is keeping it from me XD.. hmmm im like selfish seh...wan know her problems but don let her know my problems hai ya..let time decide how first ba later i let her know my problem then see my emo side and despise me again =.= i no confident in controlling my emo when im talking about my problems so better not~ jus pretend that im so happy HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY! i need to cherish her twice as much as before.... can't afford any problem to surface up anymore! good luck dude -_-!!! |
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